Well she called for a ride to the hospital so of course I went to pick her up.
Then she said she cant go until she is off dopesickness and she would quick find a car date. So I gave her 20 so she could avoid that. Then we got some food. Then she wanted to drive around and talk a little. So we did. Then I pull up to the hospital and she wont get out. Then we drive around a little and park for a bit and argue. I'm calm. She is accusing me of being so selfish. Then I dropped her off near there with her bitching at me.
So I feel stupid and weak and that I have her blood on my hands all at once.
She said she would go to the hospital later on and justified it that way, but if she calls me, I will tell her to call an ambulance.
Even when it is life/death in the most vivid way, I make no difference in her life.
I don't want to talk to her at all. I hope I can keep up that p.o.v.