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Old 08-07-2013, 03:53 PM
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neoconagenda
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Join Date: Aug 2013
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I am recovering from pain meds, what was a surprise to me was that the addiction set in over a short time... I have in the past kicked cocaine a couple of times, but those episodes were more like a binge than chronic abuse. I took the meds as prescribed and when it was time to stop I found that I was addicted. This morning was terrible, I was drowning under the weight of the world briefly coming up for a moment of clarity then right back down to wanting to die (not literally)... Now I am doing better but who knows how I will feel in the morning. I tried to locate a noon NA meeting (would be a first for me) but when I got there I found that they were no longer holding them. SETANA needs to update their meeting schedule I guess. My only form of talking to others that know my issues has been this site. My family has been great but nothing mattered this morning, I was just breathing...
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