Im Back!
It has been far too long since my last post. I have been wrapped up in work and travel overseas. Finally, I can catch my breath. Then it dawned on me that I have not been on the forum for some time. Needless to say, I miss you all.
I have been away from my AXBF for months now, with one big relapse in April. But I must say 2013 has been a year of progress with 5 months of no communication and even better he has not been on my mind or in my heart.
That codependent part of me feels guilty and confused about my decision to leave him for good. But I know that will pass soon. I have not let go of all of the hooks he left behind and would like to figure out how to remove all of them for good.
No doubt in my mind that this relationship broke my spirit, tore me down, and kicked my arse for almost 4 years. I have no regrets, but I have wounds to heal. Sometimes love is worth fighting for and sometimes that means saving our own lives from self-destruction. That is true love.
I will write more soon. Good to be back.
Many Blessings... B&B