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Old 08-01-2013, 11:53 AM
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MidnightBlue
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Hi, pals. Quick check-in from me. Had a long busy day. I've completed my additional education, so started looking for a new job. Plus current projects, intensive workouts, other things. But I am ok)

The beast keeps a low profile right now. It tries another strategy, instead of straightforward whimpering and whining, it bites of pieces of my self-esteem every day.

I think I am stepping into the most dangerous zone of coping with the beast. At the moment I don't even feel cravings for sweets, don't even imagine how great it would be to have a cake or cookies. But I am approaching the phase when I have to fight my resentment, every day, fight hard for my goals, chase my dreams, be strong every day.
The beast is holding to it like to the last stand.

How's everyone doing here?

See you tomorrow, pals.
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