Well I guess word interpretation is miss understood. I guessing your AV is my shite fairy. Mine is always there ready to influence me to pick up a drink when I'm in a OFF BALANCE mental mode. I call it part of the cunning powerful insidious dis-ease that I'm carrying. I perhaps have a uniqueness that after +30 years of not drinking it's still there. For me it gives me perhaps a thought after seeing a good alcohol ad on TV the question "I wonder how that would taste while fishing or other glamorizing thoughts." For me to think that alcoholic thinking is gone when not drinking is laughable or more learning about this dis-ease is needed. BE WELL