Wanabfree,
I'm glad your back. Congratulations on your 5 days! For me the first few weeks/months of recovery were tough. Mainly because of the lack of energy. With the pills I would get a burst of nergy, which is why I fell for the oxy trap in the 1st place. Just keep reminding yourself to move forward with your recovery, and that day by day you will get that much needed energy back. It helps to go for a walk, if you can, put your 2 year old in the stroller, s/he will enjoy the ride. Eating healthy and getting enough sleep also help. I'm sending you a paws link that was originally posted by DG. It might help to understand what your going through. Whatever you do, don't use!! You will be right back where you started. Hang in there, it really does get better, ok?
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