six weeks and struggling :(
day 42 today.
i started outpatient therapy last week and it's great. i had a fab day at a folk festival on friday - saw my favourite band and enjoyed being sober. yesterday we had lunch out and saw friends in the afternoon.
today, however, has been a *******. i've really been craving a drink. hubby went to the pub for a couple of pints this afternoon, but i stayed home. i'm finding that my 'drinking buddies' aren't so entertaining when i'm sober.
i feel bored, and boring. my brain is telling me things would be more fun if i was drinking again. i know it's not true, but today has been the hardest since week 1.
ugh.