What I miss the most is not having that someone who knows me who gives a witness to my life & existence.
I hear you on this Flicka57.
You are enough, just as you are.
I am sorry for the pain you are suffering now.
Have you been to any meetings for support?
Meetings were my lifeline when I first got sober and separated from my ex husband.
I needed someone to hear me, and understand me.
It worked for me.
The amazing part was it was a group of people who liked me as I was.
Not my ex, who found something wrong with every move I made.
There is help, support and friendship for you.
I hear you.
Beth