Originally Posted by
ZenMe 
Nice job keeping a cool head and planning for the worst! Wow nice tantrum, like a little kid who isn't allowed to play with his favorite toy. Sheesh.
Sounds like things are pretty bad if he's saying such nasty things. Don't forget it's not a reflection on you and keep planning and making sure you are ok and safe.
Thank you! I just want to make it clear, too, that I'm not acting on any of my 'feelings' knowing full well that feelings aren't fact and that they can change quickly. For now, I feel dependent, heartbroken, sad, depressed, etc but I know that things are ever changing and that includes me. I'm just feeling this pull to 'fix' things, to put on my happy face and pretend that all is well, and to make it all better for him. I know, from experience, that that's not the answer.