I don't trust myself around this guy. He has a pull on me that I can't describe, and which feels unhealthy (or at least makes me feel super vulnerable) and all my alarms are ringing.
I used to have a guy like that in my life. Even when I was married, I always felt like if he rang my doorbell at 11 on a Wednesday night and said "come with me" I would leave everything and go. He was an alcoholic, too.
Sometimes, we just need a solid thud upside the head -- you know like that V8 commercial? -- as in "WHAT were you THINKING!?!??!"