I dont mean to be too blunt or sound ruthless and mean myself but..U've continued to stay by his side after he's hurt u tremendously in so many ways, so many times-And he's followed thru with nothing necessary to help himself and your relationship.?? Yet he keeps selfishly pounding drinks & acting insane? Please, nobody deserves that level of disrespect. He Hit You? He's not even close. Good luck, ur really gonna need it if u stay with him for one more second. U already needed a lot of it, right? It runs out eventually. He's the only one who can help him, just like everyone else. If he threatens ur safety in any way, call 911 & let him get what he's beggin for, and frankly needs b4 he kills someone, like U. Peace.