Thanks Dee, glad you chimed in. You are right - last time I bought some, I had the same feelings. It wasn't so bad...until I realized the bag was running out. I remember how frustrated I got knowing I'd be dry...speaks pretty clearly to someone who does not have control over substance abuse. Glad I posted.
I am just really experiencing some grueling hours in the evenings these days. My addictive tendencies have really been barking during those hours, especially since I am alone so often. Of course being poor, it's hard to socialize as much with people.
It might be worth shifting my hours and hitting the cafes around 7pm or so for either a coffee or a smoothie and just stay for a while. Who cares if I stay up later. Being alone in my apartment during these hours, I think that is part of the reason I am thinking about marijuana.