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Old 07-22-2013, 06:55 AM
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Threshold
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I have this same underlying issue with my sobriety.
Why ain't I getting MY reward."

I usually "do" the right things, but I still have an addicts attitude. Basically an attitude that apparently gets me nowhere.

Really focusing on gratitude lately. Really focusing on letting expectations AND disappointments go (on their not so merry way). Unfortunately also feeling "resigned " to disappointment which is really just another sort of inside out expectation, this time for UNhappiness.

OK, time for me to sing my chorus of "What's it all about...Alphie?"
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