Thanks Toots, yes your right I cant settle its like I don't want to and now Im not drinking its more apparent. I do have a job which I love , this has helped and I see my family as much as I can now we've bought a second car. I have had a good chat with Hubby this morning and we are going to try Yoga together and maybe something else. we miss going to the pub together, Im not ready to go to the pub with him Ive tried a couple of times but hated it and I felt resentful and bored. I feel calm but flat I miss the buzz but don't miss the hangover. I need to find something to do. My dream is to live by the sea and Hubby said lets save and get a static home on a site we can go weekends and holidays, now that's a great plan !!
welcome to all the newbies