You are so right.
Why is it so hard to get in the drivers seat and just drive... without looking back in the rearview?
I have called a divorce lawyer 3 times.. to hang up each attempt. I vowed to love this man til death, through sickness and health. I thought we could get through this together.. I foolishly thought that once our son was born my husband would get his priorities in line..
but, I was wrong. Every night as we are together as a family I keep repeating the same thought.. I don't want my son to grow up and think this is the way a marriage works, that is how a man treats his woman. No affection, void of any real love.
Im depleted.. every day I give and give and give.. only to have him take and take..
I can't understand what it is I am doing. Why I am allowing this to continue on..