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I'm so sorry about your dog, jess. It hurts so bad, this I know.
As far as the BP confusion you are experiencing, I wish I had words of wisdom. I just know, for me, I have absolutely no doubts about being permanently abstinent. I can say with absolute certainty I will never drink again.
"I will never drink now" may be something to think about as it's always now.
Whatever it takes for you to not drink, I say do it.
Sending (((hugs))) and hopeful thoughts.
Thanks for this received. It is nice to hear from you as always. It is good to hear that this type of resolve is possible. You and Soberlicious....
i am sure I will eventually get to that point....