Great job on your 4 days newstart! We're so happy you joined us.
Those first few days are rough, but things will settle down and get easier. I was afraid of facing my life sober too - but now I realize how sad it was to stay numb & foggy. I missed so many good/important times being out of it - & not really being present in my own life. I'm glad we've decided not to live like that anymore.