During my time with my ex-abf I was laid off my job. I couldn't get rehired anywhere! I applied everywhere got down to the last two all the time but it was almost two years of hell with his issues/my codi ways until I got out of the relationship and employers/people stared to see the real me till I was employed again. I was blocked by my anger deep down that people saw in me that I didn't to even get work. I wish you best and it will take time but work on you to get a job you like, take anything to move up! I have a job finally and love it and no EX-ABF to mess it up this time! Good luck.