Thanks :)
I just want to say thank you for the quick reply. I read the articles, and that in itself has helped a lot. I see now that it's all about the way I think about recovery. I cried many tears today. Screamed at God why did I put myself in this predicament? I placed lot of blame on myself. It didn't make me feel better until the tears stopped and I realized that maybe just maybe I can do it after all. When the cravings come I have to remind myself why I'm quitting in the first place. Lord knows I don't want another seizure, I scared a lot of people. And I have two children that need me in their life. I'm in tears just thinking about it. But I've never wanted change more than I do right now. I'm ready for day 2. Going to bed, I'll check in tomorrow.