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Old 07-13-2013, 12:42 PM
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MidnightBlue
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Oh, Jeni. I can totally relate to this more craziness discovered. It's like digging and digging, and taking out all the mud and trash, and you still can't see where's this precious reservoir with oil which will finally fountain and you can take a break.

I was quite impatient as well. I wanted to be fixed ASAP. But it turned out to be a long process. It's been about ten years since my first session with my therapist. Sometimes I attended sessions for a few months, and the current issues were somewhat resolved. Than was a break for a year, or few months, and another issue popped up. Don't rush and push yourself. You are making progress - there's no doubt.

And, I should say - you are making awesome progress. Your posts speak volumes.

Have a great sunny weekend, my pal)



Beast is waiting for me to give in.
Always here to catch me flatfooted.
I don't care, I know - I'll win.
Though issues are so deep-rooted.

It's my life that is here at stake.
It's my future I'm fighting about.
And the Beast - it's just nothing but fake.
I'll destroy it by killing my doubt.
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