Originally Posted by
earthsteps 
I am ashamed of my behavior when I was actively using. Sigh.
Welcome back!
What did you do?
What surprises me is how I"m still alive. I did so much shady stuff...it's amazing how I held down a job/school.
But I guess the worse feeling is the seizures. They are so scary to watch.
And for my brother who saw that along with the blood everywhere, I just feel terrible.
However, that was almost three years ago. AFter that, I switched to pain killers like norcos/percs because I had the extended finger problems.