Everyone I do know wants me to leave and have a better life. It's just that they are not made of money either. It's not like I have a place to go, or income of my own. I think If I had a job I could move into my own place. I wish someone would give me a chance.
I don't understand why his friends think he is this great guy. Always funny, charasmatic, and intelligent. They think I must be the B*** from hell. I asked him....why do you treat your friends so nice, and you treat me so badly. "because I LIKE them"
I have been his personal taxi driver, supporter, friend,lover , and doormat...
But I suppose that's what doormats are for, to be trampled on.
Yes I want out. I sure wish he would get help but I know he will not do that.
All my energy has been wasted on this relationship. I want a life. I want to be independant. I want a partner, and a family before I get so old that I regret it for good.