I second what Springs said, or rather, I had the same experience. Before he wast ex, my ABF was giving recovery a go and something switched in me, I was so affected by what I'd seen him out his body through for alcohol, that I couldn't even drink it. One night while he was in rehab I had a drink with friends and I couldn't even finish it. We didn't last much last rehab, after a relapse and a lot of dishonesty and boundary-breaking, and I might have lost that visceral reaction to alcohol over time. But I still have it now. I'm someone who at most would have a drink or two once a week. But I haven't had the inclination yet, it just doesn't fit. Thanks Springa for sharing, I was wondering of others reacted that way.