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Old 07-11-2013, 12:34 PM
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MidnightBlue
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Hi, pals)

My Beast is going wild today, trying to tie me up in knots, diminish my self-esteem, and so on.

I just keep telling that it's not me, it's the Beast who wants binge, who is not capable of doing what I want to do.

Today wasn't great but better anyway. Had a good workout and feeling more myself.

The Beast is like parasite which can't live without a "host" and, at the same time, is absolutely nothing, but can suck out a lot of power.

Anyway. I am strong, and I have great support here. I am doomed.. for success, I believe)

Hope your day at work wasn't too stressful, and soon you'll enjoy vacations when school is over.

Thank you. my badass pal. See you tomorrow.
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