Why do I feel guilty when I am having a good time?
So I took my son out today, had some fun just the 2 of us my baby is at daycare. Then we went shopping, for the first time in almost 5 years I have some money to spent. Got myself two pairs of sexy boots that I have been eyeing for a while. Bought some stuff for my babies and we had a lovely meal even saw a movie. I should feel on top of the world right? Wrong, I feel sooo guilty because he is not with us and I did not get him anything. That's typical of a Codie, just when you start doing something for yourself you feel guilty. I'm even feeling selfish. But I have to push those feelings aside and enjoy the day with my son.