Originally Posted by
LifeRecovery
It is amazing that you are having this emotions, really hearing them, sitting with them and struggling with them. Okay maybe you did not "use" food how you wanted to around them. To me that is not necessarily a failure but a big step forward that you felt this really old hard stuff, engaged, but came here to report on it, struggle with it and look at it.
That to me is recovery at it's finest.
I don't look at your post as a failure, but as a big step forward.
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I totally agree. You are making huge steps forward, not backwards. No-one told us recovery from any addiction was going to be easy x