So true. It's not fun to drink......while obsessing about how much you are drinking ? What you are drinking ? Is this worse than that ? Am I gonna feel horrible tomorrow ? If I drink today and then wait three days its ok to drink again ?
I just relapsed with 2 beers one day 2 beers the next. I wasn't drinking, I was conducting elaborate debates in my mind while staring at a bottle....then felt like crap.
For me right now done is done