Hi, pals.
Feeling somewhat too low today.
I am tired. Sometimes the guiding light at the end of the tunnel disappears and I find myself in total darkness, as if my goals and dreams had mislead me.
And for some reason feel very lousy after the shot of anesthesia at the dentist's. Never had problems with that.
I keep asking myself - where's the borderline between chasing your dreams and nursing chimeras?
Sorry for the rant.
The bright side is - I don't give up to the Beast, though it tries its tricks on me. But he is till good at biting off pieces of my confidence.
It's a hard job to be a badass. But it's worth it.
Hope, you are doing fine, my pals.
I'll see you tomorrow. With better mood. I promise. I have to me in better mood.
I've been quite busy these days - I got a new project, and started online education classes where I do a lot of homework. So not much time to write long posts now.
But what I noticed that when I don't post here, I lose my inspiration in other areas. So, I have to find a way to allocate time for this, I think.
Have a good day)