Did you say "drug seeker" ?? Got to love psych-pharma industry , selling people drugs that cause dependence and withdrawal reactions then calling there need to treat the withdrawal reaction sickness "drug seeking".
Blame the victim at its best.
Are you the type to kill the messenger ?
Anti depressants just made my body feel more taxed, gave it more to deal with during benzo withdrawal.
I was on the max of 8mg xanax for a long time.
Now the good news , benzo withdrawal ends even though when your in the hell of it it feels like and almost makes people believe its a 100% permanent condition that's never ever going to end but it did for me in a few weeks.
The taper took a bit , its the tail end that was real rough, it does end.