It's frustrating....in my work, if you say something, and someone interprets it their way, it sounds totally different from what you meant it to say. And maybe that is what happened here. No AA here...I can't do it - if you saw the town I lived in, you would understand. My husband was born and raised here, and if this came out it would be on the front of the local paper. I want to do what I can do privately in my own home.....so I'm looking for those that can give that kind of support. If I try this, and I have to turn to AA, then I will...but, it's my last resort.
Sorry for the statement above in my first post....it became misconstrued.
I'm not abandoning anything, I just need to find some peace in my life...work, personal, etc...and then return when I know I can do this. Apparently, now is not the time. I have to get rid of this job that is falsifying information on their financial statements. It's against everything I believe in, and it's tearing me up.
Sorry....