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Should I have stayed away from my home and being alone when I made my BP just to be on the safe side?
I avoid my home when no one else is in it. I don't intend for that to always be the case, but every time I have started drinking since last February were at times when I was home alone. I can aim a loaded gun at my head because I know I won't pull the trigger, but why?