PhillipTyler I am sorry. I too did not realize that the original post was from a while ago and although my post was to the original poster I don't think I would have posted anything different.
As I said in my post, I think God has been putting people and situations in my path to make me see I needed to deal with my feelings. I still feel this post was one of them. If you had not posted then I would have never seen this post. Thank you.