Originally Posted by
Ohhappyday 
Thank you I'm feeling so sad. I can't control my son's substance abuse. I can't control my husband giving him money. I can't control my daughter's anger and pain about it all. But I can just feel sad until it passes. I am grateful that I have a job I like to go to. I am grateful that I got the cats to come in tonight. I am grateful for the delicious dinner my daughter and husband made. I am grateful for my 3loving children, my friends and sister and brother and wonderful grandson and beautiful daughter in law.
Thank you for your helpful words.
Im so sorry for the pain you are in. Your post is beautiful. I think it is important to remember the "good things" we each have in our lives. Sometimes we allow addiction issues to smother all the joy in our life. Our loved ones would not want this for us, and our sadness wont bring them healing. We need to see the joy in order to stay strong and healthy. Prayers going out to your family tonight.