Originally Posted by ReadyAtLast

Hi, I've followed your story on SR. Many congrats on 3 months-it's a great achievement

I've highlighted the bit above as it jumped out at me. Maybe look at it the other way round-have you thought that the reason a lot has changed and you are in a better place is precisely because you have stopped drinking?
It's your AV trying to convince you to drink again. I sometimes have the same thoughts but I'm assured that if I pick up again then things will change once again,back to the same old rubbish I was at when drinking. My life has changed for the better, solely because I've stopped drinking-the positive changes in my life stem solely from that. I don't let my AV tell me otherwise