Hi, Jeni)
I just can't express how grateful I am to you for your post. It just brought tears to my eyes. And it was like I got a real warm hug of a good understanding friend. Thank you!
Originally Posted by
Jeni26 
:Worthless. Yes, thats the word. It became for me a bit of a default position and made me terribly sensitive to any form of criticism and want to run at the first sign of conflict.
Yes, that's exactly how I behaved most of my life too.
And yes, my new life starts today.
I am happy that I am sober and can actually face all the issues openly. I can see things for what they really are. And I'm finally coming to realized who I really am.
My coughing gets better, and temperature dropped today. Can't wait to get back to the gym.
How's your day, my badass pal?)
Bloss - hi to you. Hope you are fine.