when I got into recovery, I would be sittin at a meeting staring out the window. did that for quite a while.
when someone approached me concerned about it, I said,"nothing wrong. its just that ive loved the outdoors my whole life and never noticed all the shades of green out there and im in awe every time I look."
today I was able to get out and take a nice 80 mile ride on my bike.
all them shades of green still amaze me.