Originally Posted by
fini 
ah, you quit just in time to be of use without here being ABLE to kick you
This brings ME some relief.
You-know-who sees
opportunity. I really hate that it even enters my head to take advantage of my wife's current dependency on me to drink. IT fights dirty. IT has
earned starvation.
No worries - I don't listen to IT. I am not anywhere near taking a drink. In fact, there's a case of wine about 12 feet from me right now, but it's not calling to me. (Mrs. Non bought it as a birthday gift for my sister right before she stumbled.)
I have extended my BP. When the AV starts making suggestions I remind him,
I am never drinking again, and I am never changing my mind. Then I remind myself,
The most valuable thing I possess is my last unbroken promise. This is 100% true. It's the keystone. If it breaks I will eventually lose
everything else. It might not be immediate, but the clock would start ticking.