Hi, pals)
I've just defeated my beast.
I am still not feeling great, my nutrition was quit hectic, I feel exhausted after having high temperature.
So, my AV started to whisper: "Come on, go get yourself some delicious cakes, you deserve it, and so on."
Actually I got dressed, grabbed my keys and was on my way out... But I felt so bad about this. Like I'm defeated by my beast again. As if I am doomed to follow its nasty voice which tries to convince me that the only pleasure and joy in my life is cookies and cakes, and I should stuff myself with it because there's nothing good waiting for me tomorrow".
I stopped on my way. Put the purse back. Looked out the window and took a deep breath.
It was like breaking point. I won't listen to all this BS.
So, instead I cleaned up all the mess in the kitchen, cleaned my bedroom, changed sheets, took a shower, made myself cacao with cinnamon, and going to call in an early night.
I'm feeling like thousand times better!
I usually either absolutely win, or absolutely fail - once the day is not perfect - what the heck!
But I've just changed my usual scenario. I think it's another step toward the real badass Midnight)
I hope you had a great weekend, my badass pals.
Sending you positive vibes.
See you tomorrow)