Beyourself: How's the trap door going? How are you doing? Your journey is inspiring to me, just checking in. I myself am now 16 days sober. Have a few headaches each day which I think is just from withdrawal, even though the first week I had few withdrawal symptoms. AVRT and my therapist challenging me to stay clean have been what helped me so far. I am feeling like my "trap-door" is keeping me inside my apartment with my cat, not wanting to interact with the outside world except to go to work. Today I cried uncontrollably after a friend tole me she was disappointed I hadn't been to more of her dance shows this month. I feel like I am just getting by not really living, not supporting my good friends in my life because I have such a strong inclination to stay at home alone. Hope you are well and your dog(s) are well. Thanks for your story.