Thank y'all so much. Its been a rough 6 days since my AW went to rehab. I know it will only get more rough before it gets better. I go to work and after its kids and daddy time. I try to make things happy for them but when bed time rolls around I am tormented. Its so hard being alone in bed at night after 9 years of having her there.
Hammer...thank you for your words of wisdom. My kids are my main focus. They haven't left my side. I call them 3 or 4 times a day when I am at work. I love them so much. I am just worried that when she comes back it will be much harder for them.
Spinner...its hard with things lately. I have been in church and was actually raised that way. I don't know where to turn anymore. Thank you for your kind words and for having us in your prayers.