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Old 06-07-2013, 07:56 PM
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Spinner-007
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Baltimore, MD
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At least yours is in rehab...

I have 4 kids now, and AW is only now going to meetings because its 'its something I want her to do'. I told her if she doesn't believe she has a problem, then she's wasting her time, and don't do anything for me.

Basically, she and I are all but separated while living under the same roof.

But my focus has been on The Lord, my kids and me. I don't have anything left emotionally to give her, and if I did, I'd rather save it up to for the kids.

She's been upset at small stuff, and I don't even care anymore about that.

Sucks to live with that kind of turn-switch that has to be used on the person I made a vow with, but its been 6/7 years now and I think I'm tapped out.

Just understand, amigo, it'll be tough but you will survive this. I keep thinking of my mother who had to take care of 4 kids(one with special needs) when my dad died, and she did it. She also lived through WWII and lost all her family but she never gave up.

Your in my prayers, and He's proved to me so many times that He listens!

God bless you, and everyone else here.
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