Well, a month has passed since AW has taken off, with 30th wedding anniversary Monday, and I've really been struggling with this. This is a little embarrassing to relate, but I actually broke down at work today and had to leave early. WTH? It just seems worse now than before. Everybody tells me this will get better in time, but wow, time is moving a lot slower than it used to. I am a basket case, and my work load is increasing, and I can't deal with it. I appreciate the analogy of grass growing, you don't notice it, but its moving. And so each day is just that much easier. I don't know. It just doesn't feel like it. But the only choice is to keep moving. Another setback came in the mail, when the USPS notified me of her change of address the other day. I know, just part of the play, but it stinks out loud. Insanity. Just venting. Thanks for considering this.......