Well, it was a rough night, but I made it through. Read some Margaret Atwood.
I think the main feelings I've been having are those of loneliness, and not having much of a network of people to reach out to, and actually talk to. That seems to be the hardest part, for me: Sometimes, I wish I had just a few people I could call up on the phone, to bounce ideas off of, and try and help each other. Still thinking of forming some kind of group, even though I don't have a lot of days.
Doing OK, kinda somber feeling.