Firstly because I don't feel I'm as bad as some, secondly because I wouldn't be in "control".
Magrich,
yeah, there are ALWAYS people to be found who are BADDER than me and you.
no doubt about it.
i'm so glad i got away from the mindset where i was waiting to be just as bad as the "worst" before i quit. where that seemed so often like the proper attitude towards this thing and myself.
binge drinking, binge-anything, is not control
the opposite.