I believe there's redemption in every situation. I don't know whether you're boyfriend is an A or not, and I also don't know whether he's lying or not. But he says he's sorry and you say you love him. Okay. I personally feel too many people give up on marriages and relationships to soon nowadays without trying to fix it when there's trouble or it's broken. I dealt with a cheating husband years ago when he was going through his midlife crisis. We're still married and it will be 31 years this summer. People can work things out. And sometimes they can't. My best advice to you both is to get some counseling if you can afford it. We did it and it worked. Sometimes beautiful can rise from the ashes. If you can't afford a private counselor maybe you can go to a priest, minister, or rabbi. Many of them don't charge a fee. If you decide to try to work things out , I wish you the best. If not, hang in there. You can get through it.