Thank you all for your very kind words
I cannot believe its coming to this
There's this little voice that pops up at times like this saying
"Well you didn't stop it til u knew for sure & now that you know you can't go back" and a little part of me would love to be back in my denial bubble cause on days like today I feel it's hopeless & he'll never change & that's what I'll need to accept in order to get him out, that there was nothing else for it. I try not to think about telling the kids or the impact cause I know
Happy mammy = happy kids
Yes it'll be an adjustment but they'll get their mammy back...