Originally Posted by
mama2five 
oops Im mobile and cant edit. Im tired of living in fear. He usually "starts" right after waking up from his first passing out and dronking himself to pass out. I hate this, I hate my life. Im a happy person who loves life, but I cant because of him
Never, EVER, let another person control your happiness. You are responsible for your own happiness in life. Are you afraid of being single or on you own? Dont be, many people are great at being single parents. Its better for the kids, and you.