Seemed like her whole focus had shifted to me being the source of all her unhappiness and reasons for why she drank.
I can seriously relate. I know it is not true, but it still takes effort for me to really believe it, and is a feeling that may in part last with me forever.
And SoloJohn- mornings do suck. But they do get easier. Hang in there, I am finding that it does get a tad bit easier as time goes by. The compulsions to contact get less and less extreme. And so does the desire to choke her to death for all the pain that she has caused me over the years. Oh sorry, I thought I buried and locked that one thought deep into the subconscious.
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The preceding comment was just a joke, trying to make SoloJohn laugh.
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