Thanks Zoso. The tough reminders are good and needed. I thank God you are all here with all this experience to turn too. I wish I could meet you in person and give you a real human hug but here is a cyber one *hugs*. I thank you. I can recall much tougher things than this that I have gotten through and hindsight is always 20/20. It is just for now sometimes it really hurts wicked bad. Thanks guys.