Originally Posted by
eveewonder 
Dear God this hurts so bad. Saw ex addict girlfriend drive by with her new drug buddy she is living with. It has only been 2 months. Will see her in court Thursday unless she doesn't show and then another warrant. This is killing me and I'm doing the best I can.
Read carefully.
This is not going to kill you. This will hurt a lot, but it's not going to kill you. You don't yet appreciate what having her out of your life will mean, but you will sooner than you think.
I'm not trying to marginalize what you're feeling. What I am trying to do, however, is point out that her out of your life is addition by substraction. Only you don't believe it yet. Give it time. Trust me. You're going to get through this, and when you do get through it, you'll be stronger and wiser.
ZoSo